Skip to main content

Tomorrow a Poem.

Tomorrow is a new day,
Full of new promises,
When you rush through the day,
Tomorrow is always there to say,
Don't worry tomorrow it can be done,
Tomorrow we can try again.

Tomorrow's exciting promise,
Every morning when you wake.
A bit more time to finish today.
More time to play
They say Don't leave till tomorrow,
Why you can do today.

Sometimes tomorrow seems the same.
Tomorrow is so different from today.
No joy before you settle down,
Tomorrow you'll still feel like you'll drown.
What if tomorrow never came?
What if today was the end.

Would you regret the things you put off?
Would you ponder if that phonecall,
That text, that knock on the door,
Shouldn't have been tomorrow's chore?
Would you beg for another tomorrow?
Would you mourn your yesterday.

Today someone needs you.
That phone call can't wait.
A chat, a cuddle, a hand to hold,
Responding may mean more than gold.
So don't put it off, don't delay.
Someone's tomorrows might end today.

Comments

  1. Oh Gemma, I pray you are at peace with God x

    ReplyDelete
  2. Gemma, I pray you have found your peace. Know I hold you in my heart x

    ReplyDelete

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Coming home

Pretty much exactly 5 months after my last church attendance I returned today. Since my last time I had only seen 3 people from the congregation face to face. People who live in my town. Who I've seen at least twice a week for years, I'd seen so few of them. Children had grown. Newborn babies now starting to move. Barely bumps now earth side. There were a few new faces too. We decided to go today because we had been invited for Sunday lunch by a couple from church. The sweet, kind hearted, godly doctor who was on duty the weekend I was first taken to hospital. I didn't give myself a choice this morning. I'd set up an excuse not to go for lunch already. Our car was broken. It was true, it was, but I knew it would be fixed in time to go. So I got up and we went. I'd spoken with my counsellor about not feeling it was my home any longer. That I wasn't part of the fellowship anymore. That physically I didn't know where to sit. Our usual seats, middle,front, with ...

Excluded

I wasn't prepared to feel this way. I wasn't prepared to feel close to tears when my child came home from your care. I wasn't prepared to pretend to smile at his work and songs and joy whilst burying the physical ache in my chest. I wasn't expecting to feel this exhausted and this alone. I wasn't expecting that yet another professional questioning your judgements and decision making to make me feel more conflicted then ever. I wasn't expecting to still feel so heartbroken after all this time. To miss the you. To miss the hard work. To miss me. I wasn't expecting this to happen at all though. So I guess it shouldn't be a surprise. I don't know what happens now.

Flat

Flat, deflated, fed up. Going through the motions. With the children I do what's needed. Clothes are clean, if not always put away. They get fed. Sometimes I try and make a memory for them by making lunch a face. They do homework and reading most nights. I break up fights. They get to school on time. It is just going through the motions. I love them. I am proud of them both. I'd rather be in bed, or under my duvet in the chair. Alone. The pets get fed and cleaned out when they smell. They are some company to me. They don't expect anything more of me than feeding them and ensuring they have somewhere to poo. I can manage that. I'm becoming more sluggish. I just pause and can't get started. I don't know what to do. I try to do a little more in the house, to relieve the burden on my husband and my sense of guilt. My motivation is poor. I do not leave the house unless it's for the children or for an appointment. Even for appointments I some times rehears...